From cartoons for a poem “It can make you grotesque”
Nicholas Regiacorte | Poetry
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It can make you grotesque, give you only
one eye–and murderous hunger. You eat two men per day, like the
story, but then are blinded in your sleep–with a lance the survivors
heat in your own fire, as they must. This is the world. Whatever life
you led before, shepherd and cheesemaker, astronomer and child of a
god, is over. What else is there but to avenge the end of cheese and stars
and gods’ love? and before the moment is lost. Weeping blood from
your great eye, you must roll the cavestone aside, moving your sheep
one by one between your legs. The poem is touching each sheep,
reassuring them while searching their wool for enemies. Lest they
follow your dear ones out to freedom. The suspense kills you, as it
must, bleeding from your one blind eye, tempted to give up and follow
the last–your faithful ram into soft grass, still blue with predawn and
dewy, though you won’t see it ever again. You listen for the river. You
do follow it and would gladly tumble from the cliffs to your death. But
the jeering from the sea wakes you. Feel through trees for a crag of rock
to break and hurl toward the voice. You are that powerful. But you
hear the human voice again–from his fleeing ship, and hurl another
massive rock toward it. What won’t you hurl after it, again and again,
long after the voice has quieted?
Nicholas Regiacorte is the author of American Massif, published by Tupelo Press. His poems have appeared in Copper Nickel, New American Writing, Bennington Review, Colorado Review, Dialogist, Peripheries and elsewhere. Currently, he lives with his family in Illinois, where he teaches at Knox College and directs its program in creative writing.