Residue
Ann Keniston
I began with what was left, like reusing
spolia, the great rectangular blocks
hauled off and adapted to some other
purpose. I didn’t impose a moral or
chronicle the shards’ scattering or rebuild
an arch or wall or lintel from them or rescue
some other apparently discarded thing
from dust. To receive grace, that woman
said, doesn’t mean believing you’ve been touched
by God. It means opening your arms to doubt,
the repeated nonappearance of
the longed-for proof. And then the faithful
gathered on the porch to watch the lit-up hills
like a palette someone ought to lift
and paint with until night arrived
and wind rustled all the trees. Sometimes
in stories all the scattered pieces come to life
and cry out, like the weeping stones
in some versions of Orpheus’ story,
the beauty of his song having impelled them
to express their pity, or the pieces
of Osiris’ body strewn all over the world,
clamoring to be made whole so again
they could be scattered, then
gathered and again made whole.
Ann Keniston is the author of the poetry collection The Caution of Human Gestures and a chapbook, November Wasps: Elegies, as well as coeditor of The New American Poetry of Engagement: A 21st Century Anthology. Her poems have appeared in Antioch Review, Interim, New Ohio Review, Southwest Review, and elsewhere. She is also a scholar of contemporary American poetry and associate professor of English at the University of Nevada, Reno. She lives in Reno with her husband and two sons.
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