It’s Not the Body’s Fault
Melissa Crowe | Poetry
but yours is where the ache resides, site of a thousand delicate
harms—soft of a cheek on the soft of a cheek—and hers
a door upon which you try and try not to knock. Yes,
remembering hurts, though you won’t indict the jaw, skin
of the wrist, belly or its button, little hollow where the tongue
in your mind still dips, conjuring the ghost of a moan from
the mouth you have ceased to kiss for good. You don’t blame
the hands, not yours or hers, not the animal they made
when they touched, all sinew and heat. Type specimen
and endling. Precious, I’m saying, then extinct. The fault
is not the shoulder’s, warm or cold. The back is not the culprit,
even turned. Body is setting, not plot, whether burning or
burned. It’s the farm you already bought, and now—field sown
with salt and somehow blooming—you’ll have to live in it.
Melissa Crowe is the author of Dear Terror, Dear Splendor (University of Wisconsin Press, 2019) and Lo (University of Iowa Press, 2023), winner of the Iowa Poetry Prize. She chairs the Department of Creative Writing at UNCW, where she teaches poetry and publishing.