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Elisa Luna Ady | Poetry
Hard-boiled smoke & why so little light? The silo-
shaped ash tray collecting a crown of wrists again. These
shady maniacs. Because of course. Someone pulls open
the back door to ask, Where’s your grandma? Hello, Darla,
hello, Irish. Even the house flies—gorged on dish soap
& apple cider vinegar—take time for granted. Whisked
off course by indolent hands, they amble blithely away.
Electric fans make language, long-throated. Brown recluse
up the arch of a foot makes language. Traveler’s palm
threshed by wind the night before a suicide. Language.
Hello, lice baths, hello, French dip sandwich. The balding
rug wears a wig of filth. Braid it. Goodbye, Daphne, good-
bye, Shawna. Welcome in, says no one. This shoebox wards
off nothing but the firmament. Necrotic heatwaves, black
coffee annotating the air. Cheap mink imitation we call
morning. Slot it behind a plastic display window. Still I
am a granddaughter rising to perform old photographs,
re-rehearsing light & glass, light & glass, glass & uncle,
uncle & alley, father laminating my littlest hairs with gel.
I look for myself in every doorjamb I pass through,
the versions killed off by inattention. That I am this navy
house & its historic nothings. That today I will fill the reliquary
with each of them, like some kind of grieving spouse.
Elisa Luna Ady is a writer from Southern California and a 2025 Anthony Veasna So Scholar in Fiction. Her work has appeared or is forthcoming in The Adroit Journal, Passages North, trampset, Witness, and elsewhere. She lives in Chicago, where she recently completed her MFA+MA through Northwestern University’s Litowitz Program and where she was awarded the 2025 English Department Prize for best MFA thesis.