Against Against
Jamaal May | Poetry
They said love should never appear
in a poem and I wondered
what to do if I love
the cicatrix of a leaf the way I love
the pattern of nerves fanning out
on an anatomy poster
or the divergent and converging
futures trailing across
our palms.
When they said to remove the modifiers
I wasn’t sure what one should say
if the morgues of their cities
truly are ravenous and the darkness
has always been hunger-full.
And speaking of darkness—
And speaking of weariness and failure
and iniquity and silence and enmity—
why not abstract?
Why not detachment from the weight
of driftwood, mercurial fish,
seaweed, mermaid,
sea serpent—whatever objects the nets
are hauled in heavy with
this week
of empty shoreline—this week
of waking up still
missing?
Jamaal May’s first book, Hum, received the Beatrice Hawley Award from Alice James Books and an NAACP Image Award nomination. Other honors include an Indiana Review Prize and fellowships from Cave Canem, Frost Place, Bucknell University, and Kenyon College. Recent poetry can be found in The Believer, The New Republic, Poetry, Best American Poetry 2014, and the anthology Please Excuse This Poem: 100 New Poems for the Next Generation (Viking/Penguin, 2015). Recent prose appears online from Poets and Writers Magazine and Poetry. From Detroit he co-directs the Organic Weapon Arts Chapbook and Video Series with Tarfia Faizullah.
Featured Image by Milada Vigerova