If I Were Gretel, I Would Have Kept the Bread
Clancy Tripp | Poetry
in my pocket past staling, guarded against
scavengers & my own quicksand hunger—why
go back to being given up? Gimme the witch,
sugar stubble gumdrops & stoic chalky hearts
& candy cane impalement & yes, I felt
the oven’s full-hipped heat wall & yes,
I knew it was meant for me, but I’ve traded
my body for much less sweetness. I love
you in direct proportion to how quickly you
could disappear & I’ve got shark fins
& hummingbird wings, the extremities
and ultimatums of a bentneck hopeful & you
only go out in the woods wishing to live
deliberately if you believe the rest of the world
is not the woods. If you never got your knees dirty
waiting on somebody. If you look at the future like
it owes you lunch money. Take my lunch money.
I have to believe there will be dinner & the implied
you & the implied me will both be there
& even if I am late & get lost getting here
you’ll tell me there is time enough to wait
and more in the pot, love, there is enough
even after it’s all gone & listen, I’ll savor
all your bargain bin cherishing because
nobody appreciates room temperature quite
like somebody who is just now making it
in from the cold.
Clancy Tripp is a queer Midwestern writer with work in Black Warrior Review, Catapult, december magazine, Electric Literature, The Florida Review, The Greensboro Review, Indiana Review, Ninth Letter, Slice, The Rumpus, Reductress, and elsewhere. She won the 2020 Iowa Review Award in Nonfiction and the 2021 Witness Literary Award in Nonfiction. Clancy has an MFA from the Ohio State University and is currently working towards her PhD in Creative Writing and Literature at the University of Southern California. Find her tweets @TheUnrealTripp or at www.ClancyTripp.com.